Though I have been good these days about going to bed reasonably early (used to be a night owl), tonight I'm up late.
I know why.
Too much to do.
And as I surfed Facebook (WHY??) I just saw this comment: "I
have too many obligations that things would fall apart if I didn't do
them. I'm stressed and exhausted. I have no idea how long I can do this,
but it's looking like 3-4 years non stop."
I think she meant she will be feeling that way for the next few yrs. I mean the reverse: been feeling like that for the past 3-4 yrs. I'm tired, memory is bad, and I can only wish for breaks and other things, like lots and lots of sleep.
And careless Nature walks.
I thought I was somewhat better, but as I cleaned up and organized my office/table/studio/computer files and paperwork to be looked over for the oomph time, I realize: just TOO MUCH.
What am I doing? Feels like hamster wheel, spinning and going nowhere. Too many things pending, too many things started, not finished...this is super frustrating but a chronic problem. I need rehab.
The comment I can relate to was written in response to a share of this article.
Which, BTW, I will have to read later when I have more...um...time.
I'll just add it to my to-do list.
PS: Yesterday I was going for a careless Nature walk, when we found these stray dogs.